BELiBOO

Fri, 20 Jul 2007 16:25:42 GMT

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to meeeeee
Happy birthday to me!

I am finally turning 19.
Wait, it feels like just a month ago that I turned 18.

Sigh. How time flies.
it feels like a new year again.
I dont like it cause each time I ask myself what have I accomplished and I cant find a suitable answer.
Have I achieved better grades? No.
Have I been respectful to elders? No.
Have I been a good girl this year? No.

Its all no no no no no...

Then they ask me what I want for my birthday?
I only can tell you Wimbledon polo tee.
And I just want to play mahjong and have fun and not think about anything else.

Aiya. I dont know lah. I dont feel like its my birthday anyway.
Anyway, so what if its a birthday?
Everything is so commercialised.
Its just a day to tell you that you are one year older.
Why is there a need to celebrate?

Oh damn. How emotional.

Thu, 19 Jul 2007 16:52:35 GMT

My initial idea of a retro night would be...

Look at these people!
Look at their costumes!
Its so rahhhhh!
Cool!

I am loving those super bling clothes and furry thingy!

Ah well.
Whos to blame?
I& only me
Cause I am too lazy to organise anything and I dont even feel like planning.
So, bug off me now.
We'll just wait till that day, that hour, that minute, that moment and based on our feelings.
Go where we want.

Shooooooo!

Mon, 28 May 2007 04:49:11 GMT

Cousin asked an interesting question last night & it went on to an interesting conversation.
Something I or rather, my brother have nv went into details.

"Whats ur dreams in life?"

I dont know abt u guys but for me, I only thought of being rich & sadly single or well off & happily married.
I do not think I could be happily married & rich at the same time.
For one point, when guys have money, they buy what they want & I jolly well think it includes sex.
It doesnt mean I will not provide my husband with sex but I guess eating char kway teow all the time makes one sick.

Okay, so, I wanna be rich!
How rich?
I honestly dont know.
But I wanna at least touch a million dollars in my life.
And for sure, if I do so, by then, that one million dollars is not my aim anymore.
It could probably be 10 million.

Then my cousin talks abt her boss. Her boss is now earning a good fat pay & he is humble.
He does not show off like some other rich ass. He does not display the " I am RICH" msg across his face.
According to her, the boss likes treating people to fancy restaurants & all. Well, of cos, not always.
He wants his workers to have a taste of luxurious lifestyle.
I put my thumbs up in the air. For I think, this is a very good way to motivate ur employees to work harder.
She says her first ever fancy restaurant was Hai Tian Lou at Pan Pac. & I recall being there for CNY reunion.

Yes, my family is a very lucky one cause my dad is willing to spend money on overseas trips, luxurious food (that's why I am of size 10 now!) & electronics. He is very into electronics & my hse is so full of them. The curtains are automatically drawn, the lights in the toilets are censored, the dishes are put into the dishwasher. (=

Yes, THANK YOU FATHER!
I really thank god I am having such a nice father.
One willing to sacrifice so much things for us.

Okay, then again. Money is everything.
I could introduce a very luxurious lifestyle to my family if I had the money.
I could bring them to dine at expensive & fancy restaurants.
I could bring them overseas to shop.
I could afford those expensive villas for a weekend trip like, that Bvlgari Resort in Bali?

What's so amazing abt this resort?
I cropped this from June 2007 Her World magazine.
It says the XL bathroom is the size of 2 HDB room & it offers an outdoor shower.
Each bedroom comes with Bang & Olufsen TV, DVD & CD players.
U can get a great view of the indian Ocean from the infinity pool.

Does that sound LUXURIOUS to you?
And I just checked, a night in the Ocean FRONT room for 2 costs USD 1450. 0.0

Okay, THIS PLACE, I MUST GO!

I could buy them whatever they want!
I could afford a car & chauffeur for each of them.
I could afford a bloody big bungalow for us to all live in.

I am a very family person. I think of family first , well, most of the time.
My family is the priority.

Then back to the topic, so how much are my dreams worth?
It could easily come up to abt 10 million.
Okay, so for now, my dreams in life is to touch 10 million OR
just afford those I mentioned above.

Yes, having talk so much.
I am turning a little money face.
Hahaha.
I gotta work hard & work towards my dream!

Bye bye. I will try to study a little now.

So, what's ur dream?

Wed, 23 May 2007 15:30:49 GMT

Yes I hate you!

I KNOW THIS IS A FUCK LONG POST BUT PLEASE HOR! I TAHAN FOR 1 YEAR PLUS LIAO! I AM FINALLY NOT TAKING IN ANY MORE NONSENSE & YES, AFTER READING THIS, I AM A BITCH TO MANY! BUT SO? U SHOULD TRY LEADING THE POLY LIFE I AM HAVING! (NO, IT ONLY REFERS TO ONE! i LOVE MY OTHER POLYMATES STILL) I HAD ENOUGH! ENOUGH!

MY POLY LIFE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN! i MIGHT PROBABLY HAD A BOYFRIEND IF I HADNT BEEN STUCK WITH HER 24/7. I MIGHT HAVE KNOWN THE ENTIRE POLY IF NOT FOR HER. I MIGHT HAVE GOTTEN GOOD GRADES TOO!

I HATE MY POLY LIFE BECAUSE OF YOU!
I WANNA BITCH SLAP U SO BADLY!
TEH TEH TEH~
I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW COME U ARE NOT TIRED TALKING LIKE THIS & ACTING LIKE THIS.
IF I WAS UR MOTHER, I'D DISOWN U IMMEDIATELY!
IF I WERE UR SISTER, I WILL TELL OTHERS I DIDNT HAVE ONE.

YES! I am fucking fucking furious now. I could knock the bloody wall down with my knuckles but I obviously decided not to cause I dun wanna hurt myself.

yes you!
cry cry cry!
all the fuck whole day u do is cry
PLS CRY TILL UR EYEBALL DROP OKAY?!

wanna quit school?
GO ahead lah!
dont disturb the rest and let them be worried about u
I so wanted to give u a punch in the eye today!
I SWEAR!

whatever we tell u to do u wouldnt listen.
no wonder ur bf ditched u & ur best friend is super reluctant to listen to ur naggings.
thank god I already left
all u noe is cry.
CRY CRY CRY!
u think by crying will solve the problem?
then I would have cried my lungs out & heart & kidneys & liver!
and everything in this world is solved.

u cannt concentrate, cannt eat, cannt study.
jus go and die lor!

irritating you know?
u think i like sitting beside u each day listening to ur stupid whinings?
u think i like walking out on the rest just to accompany u?
I TELL YOU!
I cannt be bothered actually.
I would rather be stuck with my project
I would rather talk to nobody on msn
sleep in more or whatever shit.
anything but listen to u

tell u so many times. give up give up.
the next day u come crying again.
HELLO? ITS BEEN MORE THAN 10 TIMES!
how long do u wan this to go on?
think only the whole world u suffering uh?
U THINK SO?
We are suffering in our own worlds too okay?!
we have our own problems and everything
why do u think we have so much time to care abt u and ur stupid boyfriend?

u raise out ur hand just to get money from ur parents.
u boost to us how rich & lucky u are.
u buy branded goods
u cut at shunji matsu
u shop at gucci maybe
BUT DO NOT FORGET, THE MONEY IS NOT YOURS!

also, i am glad u admit that u feel like u are dragging the group down.
yes u are.
first, I asked u which yr were u supposed to do.
u said 1996.
so, i went ahead to do 2006.
next morning, i ask u again which year u doing.
U FUCKING SAID 1996
then after awhile, u come telling me "nono mabel. sorry. i doing 2006. see wrongly"
WAH! WHAT THE FUCK!
I RESEARCHED UNTIL 430 IN THE MORNING (yes, even though its last min) and u come telling me u doing 2006!

NVM! Given instructions were, if u are doing 2006. u do 2007 too since 07 is not over yet.
and u? DO 2006 only!

YES, we are a team! BUT WHY SHOULD I GIVE U MY RESEARCH IF U DIDNT DO UR WORK? AND ALL U DID WAS FANTASIZE OVER YIAN WEI AND BLOG AND BLOG AND BLOG AND CRY AND CRY AND CRY!

IS THAT ALL U NOE HOW TO DO?
FUCK U BITCH!

PLS. PLEASE I BEG U. USE SOME BRAINS AND COMMON SENSE.
DO NOT THINK UR LOOKS CAN BRING U ANYWHERE.

I AM SUCH A BITCH. BUT THIS IS OVER THE LIMIT. I HAVE TO BITCH ABOUT U!!!
SAI NAI UR BOSS LAH! GOOD FOR U!
CANNT WORK WELL WITH UR COLLEAGUE? ACT CUTE IN FRONT OF THE BOSS LOR. THEN THINKING THE BOSS WILL FIRE HER AND TAKE UR SIDE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
IT WAS SUCH A JOKE WHEN I HEARD THAT. I WANTED TO LAUGH!
SO, ENDED UP, THE GIRL U CANNT WORK WELL WITH IS THE BOSS' COUSIN! SOMEMORE U SAY THE BOSS ALWAYS ASK U TO WORK WELL WITH HER BUT U JUS WONT LISTEN AND CONTINUE SAI - NAIING UR BOSS!

STUPID LOR

THIS IS WHAT I FUCKING CALLED A BIMBO!
NO! SHE DONT HAVE BIG BOOBS! BUT SHE GOT LOOKS WITHOUT BRAINS.
YES, HUGH BIMBO!
ONLY NOE HOW TO MAKEUP MAKEUP SHOP SHOP & FLIRT FLIRT.
NOTHING ELSE U KNOW!

COME ON LAH.
STUPID, BLIND, DEAF PPLE ALSO CAN SEE U ARE DUMB!

SO MANY TIMES IN A ROW TODAY I WANTED TO FLARE UP SUDDENLY JERK UP FROM MY CHAIR, SLAM THE TABLE AND CURSE U RIGHT IN UR FACE

I WILL NOT CARE ANYMORE IF U CRY!

CRAZY! COME TO SCH AND CRY!
CRY CRY CRY!
DONT BE USELESS LAH
IF HE IS USELESS & OBVIOUSLY DOESNT LOVE U CAUSE HE CANNT ASSURE U. THEN LEAVE HIM ALONE LAH. CRAZY ONE!

AIYA, IF I M THE GUY. I THINK I WILL GET FED UP WITH U ALSO LAH.
JOSCELIN SO COOL & CALM WHEREAS U SO STICKY! EVERYTHING ALSO WANT UR WAY. NO WONDER HE GIVE UP.
I THINK I WOULD HAVE JUST PLAYED WITH U AND DUMP U. I AM FUCKING SERIOUS!

U HORRIBLE BITCH!

Tue, 15 May 2007 10:34:31 GMT

Told myself since the beginning of this year not to be lazy. But I failed once again. )=

I just cannt bring myself to the lecture hall.

This is how ugly things are.

- I do not attend lectures.
- I do not print notes.
- I do not pay attention in class.
- I do not bother to ask what I dont understand
- I ATTEND SCHOOL FOR FUN & ATTENDANCE!

Yes, and theres this fellow I do not like. Sucker! I didnt like the sight of him at first. Then, "fate" brought us together to be OLs at this particular LT. And now, hes giving away free books to my freshies! Fuck!

Spoil market! I was supposed to sell them @ $25 (& mind you, my books are in tip top condition!). Wanted to sell @ $30. Oh, hello? I bloody bought the book @ $46 & I didnt bring it to the open book test! Its as good as brand new pls.

Better not let me see him. I might just punch his face.

Mon, 14 May 2007 11:06:09 GMT

Yes, I skipped school today!

I was too lazy to get my arse to tampines for lectures.

Anyway, I had my ftt practice & trial test today. Hooray for me! Cause' I finally passed that stupid trial test. This is my third attempt. But wait! Do not laugh at me cause I didnt study a single shit for it.

Will be taking my actual FTT with Yanda on supposedly 2 june. (:

Get that done & 3 more practical lessons & I can book for my practical test. I am all into it again. Pls let me have a date soon & pls let me get my driving license soon! (:

I took a cab there & took a cab back.
I shouldnt have taken a cab back but a stupid mercedes taxi stopped right at the gate. So, take la!

Yes, there goes my boring monday

Mon, 14 May 2007 05:13:34 GMT

and u say take my hand and hold me so tight and never say never

and u say take my hand and hold me so tight and love me forever

Crybaby

Sat, 24 Feb 2007 05:49:45 GMT

Just happen to be shopping online again and viewing my journal. Decided to update cause I am lazy to log on to blogger & all.

So, my eldest brother & his wife went back to taiwan today. They are probably over the customs now and shopping at duty free shops. As usual, I cried buckets! I dont know how come I tend to cry when my eldest brother returns everytime. I dont quite remember crying when my second brother left for hk or whatever. ):

I m gonna miss them so so much. ):

Argh, typing this post brings tears to my eyes again.

Well oh well, I wish them good wealth in their business & good health this whole yr round. Ah, and faster have a baby lah! (:

Okay, headache from crying. Gonna rest. Tata!

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 08:46:44 GMT

Basically, I use this livejournal for online shopping!!!! *shioks*
So, dun have to bother to return to this page.
And today, I am just bored so, yeah. Updating I am.

So far, I bought a kimono top from Wetseal and holiday christmas studs from some others. More coming soon.
Online shopping is just so addictive!

<3